headfirst for halos

and then there was none
havent written in a while. nothing to interesting has happened. i worked today. it wasnt to fun. went to joyces after. ummm. yesterday i went to chuck e cheese with joyce john and kate. it was fab. I GOT A NEW TEMPUR PEDIC BED. oh yea thats right. john and i tested it out. it works great. well its time for bed. hopefully something exciting will happen and i can tell all my lovely viewers about it. night.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: my chemical romance

i hate this
im still fucking sick. temp this morning was 102.4 and i feel like total shit. joyce is on her way over to make me feel better. man oh man i wish i were dead.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: none

so this is what dying feels like.
im so sick. i have a fever of 103. i wish joyce was here to take care of me. i feel like im going to die. she was hear earlier and i felt alot better. we cuddled and watched 2 movies. i dont think im going to be able to go back to bed so im watching finding nemo. i hate being sick.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: watching finding nemo

if i told you this was killing me...
valentines day was good. spent it with my joyce. then i went to work. then it went downhill. i was suppose to go to joyce's after work but i got out late and didnt wanna go there that late. i felt rude. so i came home. its not like i meant to stay at work late and not go to her house. it was an accident. now shes not so happy. i dont know. im sorry. im not in a good mood so im outa here.

happy valentines day.

Current Mood: angry

she hums like a radio
well tongiht ended well. i was in a terrible mood earlier but joyce came over and cheered me right up. i had a terrible headache but its gone now so things are well. joyce and i watched a movie called me without you. it was alright. the best part was just spending time with such an amazing girl. <3
thanks babe muah!

Current Mood: content
Current Music: the rocket summer

fuck you
fucking so mad. i have a fucking wicked bad headache. i hate you all.

Current Mood: fucking bullshit
Current Music: daughters

great romances of the 20th century
today was a greatt day! absolutly amazing. first off i got to sleep in until about 12:30 and then joyce gave me a call. she had to get up at 7:30 to go to her detention. awww my poor baby. so we hung out and we went to chilli's and we both got chicken crispers and we split a piece of cheese cake. we then came back to my pad and hung out for a bit. then we caught a 7:40 flick at the lowell cinema. we saw the butterfly effect. probably one of the best movies i have ever seen. i recomend that everyone see it. after the movie joyce and i came back to my pad once again. we had a lil alone time. =) we watched trading spaces. shes the best. but im gunan go to bed now. night night. <3

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: sheryl crow

one hundred thoughts, one question.
when its something you want then go for it correct? dont think just go for it. the thought has and is deffinatly crossing my mind. but is it too soon? <3

"warm october nights you came and cuddled next to me baby ya ya ya. are noses were so close, i wished it was are souls drifting off to sleep. i could hear the little snores you made, watching eyes shut tight. like doors to something sweeter where you rest. tear me off a piece of blanket. keep me warm so we can make it. heres my heart, ill let you break it. touched you skin and i cant take it."

"if your ready, then i am."
"lets talk"

Current Mood: loved
Current Music: anatomy of a ghost

to the tune of 5000 screaming children
school was lame. went to owens for a bit. it was pretty good. hung with john and owen and brian and rob. listened to the band practice. not bad. just waiting for joyce to get home from work so maybe we can do someting. <3

<3 your the one for me no matter what they say.<3
<3 just let me know when and im all yours.<3

Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: coheed and cambria

thank god for worker bees.
today was great. i had work from 1 to 7. soo lame. but then after i went on a lil date with this amazing girl. it was actually a double date. doug and sheri came to. we went bowling. it was ohhh so fun. first game went to joyce. (she cheated) but i took the last 3 games. =) im so pro. now im talking on the phone with the one and only joyce. so im gunna go.

".There's something about.
.The look in your eyes. <3
.Something I noticed when.
.The light was just right.
.It reminded me twice.
.That I was alive.
<3 .And it reminded me that.
.You're so worth the fight."

we should've rode the bumper cars.
today was amazing. first we find out that we dont have school tomorrow. ohh so pumped, then john came over and we hung out. it was a good ol time. we played the guitar and got some food. then joyce came over. soo amazing. shes so great. i could kiss her forever. it seems to good to be true. im really glad that i have found someone to make me this happy. =)

"hands down this is the best day i can ever remember always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the sent of your hair which you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized its so late and this walk that we shared together. the streets were wet and the gate was locked so i jumped it and let you in. and you stood at your door with you hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. and i knew, that you meant it. that you meant it. that you meant it. and i knew, that you meant it. that you meant it."

so we die.
today was pretty good. i got my rims for my car and a new head for my guitar. i didnt get to see joyce today but ill get to see her tomorrow. =) shes great. im gunna hit the sack casue im tried. ngiht. <3

"Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise. Standing here beside, I want so much to give you this love in my heart that I'm feeling for you. Let them say we're crazy. I don't care about that. Put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back. Let the world around us just fall apart. Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart. And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever, nothing's gonna stop us now. And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have eachother. Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now. I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you, whatever it takes to stay here with you."

your the image of an angel
how can we talk for hours and it never get old? how can we just lay entwined together and just be so happy? we get along so well. we have everything in common. we dont fight. well not yet haha, but i dont think we will. when were togeher nothing else matters. im happy. i really am happy. shes amazing. <3

"I'll part the sea. for YOU I'd break the sky. the heavens aren’t worthy. so WHY am I? you're a FUCKING MASTERPIECE. a perfect played ensemble. I lose myself in YOUR eyes. let me TAKE you home. lying in serenity, YOU'RE the image of an ANGEL"

i think we're alone now..
beautiful monday. school was so lame. i failed my spanish midterm. so fun so fun. then i went to mr john mulkerns house. it was rad. we took pictures with him new camera and we just hung out. then i came home and joyce came over after work. things were going swell as usual until she made this obseen comment. i was joking around and she let out one of her deepest, darkest secrets about me. she confessed something that she probably has been wanting to tell me for a while. the thing is i feel the exact opposite about how she feels. maybe we can work things out. im not to sure. she owes me big time on this one. any way joyce is still awesome. <3

.:oh how we shouted, how we screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you:.

remember to breathe
my dad came over today. i havent seen him in a while so it was good. then my lovely joyce came over. we watched a movie and just took a nap. we talked about past events and just had a grand ol time. shes awesome. i love owen. hes more than a friend. hes family.

"its a beautiful day, and ill be ok, now that your not away. yesterday was a terrible day, but now that you here im ok."

<3
today i went to the ground round with joyce and then we went into boston. i bought the drop dead fred dvd and then we watched it together. all in all it was a lovely day! now im talking on the phone so im gunna go. =)

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